SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER...WHAT???

YES its official summer just has 2 more weeks in my case! This has been an awesome summer for me and a lot of my friends and family! I am 35 years old now, Im Divorced and the proud owner of a 2012 toyota corolla...I have my sweet Matilda and my family and numerous friends who smothers showers me with love and prayers.I am so blessed beyond reason! I hope that you are blessed to! I have a fb friend/blogger friend who has adopted many treasures,as she calls them) She has taught me , well reinforced my feelings and belif that no matter what the child's race, is or the "uniqueness" Its still a treasure from above.I truley belive that God is amazing and he has hand picked these kids for her before they were even born. He rewards her I think by the devotion she gives to Our God. I think one day I will be rewarded with the love of "my own" child...Might not be from my gene pool or blood, however from my heart it will be. Now onto something most dont know about me...I have a cousin who I havent seen in about 3 years...It breaks my heart to know this cousin, who is not  my cousin by blood but by marriage, yet I welcomed with open arms and love just as much as my other blood cousins has hurt his family. I was there when his first 2 boys were there...I basked in their joy...When lil boy 2 were born and I heard  lil boys mama say...we so wanted a girl...Can you check to make sure its really a boy? It broke my heart, Here was this perfect lil boy a gift from God and all she thought about was she wanted a daughter...I held that lil precious babe in my arms and as i teared up even now...I said "Dont you worry lil man, I love you and I will always love you, no matter what." I swear I think he smiled!(gas prob) But My heart changed so magically...I knew then I could love a child that was not from my blood, from my womb and give it sooo much love no matter if it was a girl or boy. I know all parents would like a certain sex at time, However I feel it is what God decides you need...My cousin now has 4 awesome boys...Havent seen them since their 3rd son was about 3 months old...Their new son was born in late june or july...I learned this from words of mouths not from my cousin or his wife...My awesome aunt weeps for her "first" Son, it doesnt matter to her that she didnt birth this boy, he IS her Son...I cant imagine how this has hurt his father, my uncle...My uncle never really shows sadness...Im haring this because I wanted you to see...blood doesnt matter PEOPLE...its the love that grows in your heart...You dont have to feel life grow in you...to know this is your child. Look at the awesome lady with lots of treasures!!!! She really has a quilt of many colors...I also am thinking there's at least 1 more treasure for her out in this world.Maybe through her kids, kids or them adopting another child. My family i feel is a alot like hers...we are close (my family) and when you lose a family member it hurts so bad...I actually Mourn for my cousin...and his wife and their 4 awesome boys...I wish he could read this and know...no matter what "people" have said or done, you are told to forgive. I wish He would realize that  by doing what hes doing...hes hurt so many people that loves him, yet still love him even though he has hurt US....

Please pray for my Aunt, Uncle, my cousin's family and even my cousins 2 siblings who never get to see him due to someone saying he cant...Please pray for my family as we keep moving on but missing our love one...

Plz pray for this year to be an awesoe year, and maybe a year of mending fences and reconnecting as a family of whole!

Love u all!

Megen Joy and Matilda Mae!

my car, Sapphire

my lil friends who came to the awesome bday party..Jax and Maddie