Update

Hey yall welcome back to My and Matilda's Blog! We have been having a blast so havent taken the time to update yall! Matilda is sitting on my back(laying) and watching me type this...i think she just wants to be nosy to make sure we show yall what we have been up to...Well we have been to work 2 weeks...a week witout kids a week with kids. My students are amazing my staff aka co-workers are awesome! God has blessed Matilda and I both. So even though my scheduule is crazy again and Shes in her kennel for 7 hours a day...we still manage to have mama and tilly time...She doesnt like me to leave her and work..but she does enjoy the toys and food and treats she gets by me working lol! ANYWAY ...Life has been good to me. I do have praises and prayers to ask for...My 2nd friend has died of cancer...sigh...this one was just 33 leaves behind 2 young kids...a son in 2nd and a daughter in 6th...A husband as well. I know the song home free is a great song for her...and her family... This song was used at my stepdads funeral when i was in 9th grade...Norman wasent always a nice man to me...But he was the only man that let me call him dad...so I guess in all He was a "dad" just a dad that wasent a good one...Meaning he learned to be a dad by watching and feelinng the abuse of his dad...he passed it on to me...Im glad to say I didnt pass that one to anyone! So many kids are abused and neglected abandoned...I have wondered why God will give people kids who hurt the precious treasures...And to people who would be awesome and loving parents/mothers etc.. no kids...I know he has his reasons...I know he aches when kids are abused however could he plan the abuse so more people would be able to love kids unconditionally? to teach them that God is a good God and He will save you and give you to the true parent? We wont know this till we get to Heaven, But I think he knows that when you put a great struggle infront of a child the child will overcome it and if they believe in him as they grow up and or in adulthood then he will make that person STRonger...God is amazing!

I hope you all have  a great school year! My praise is that my mama is 60 my grandparents are 81 and they are still strong!

Wayne Watson - Home Free

SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER...WHAT???

YES its official summer just has 2 more weeks in my case! This has been an awesome summer for me and a lot of my friends and family! I am 35 years old now, Im Divorced and the proud owner of a 2012 toyota corolla...I have my sweet Matilda and my family and numerous friends who smothers showers me with love and prayers.I am so blessed beyond reason! I hope that you are blessed to! I have a fb friend/blogger friend who has adopted many treasures,as she calls them) She has taught me , well reinforced my feelings and belif that no matter what the child's race, is or the "uniqueness" Its still a treasure from above.I truley belive that God is amazing and he has hand picked these kids for her before they were even born. He rewards her I think by the devotion she gives to Our God. I think one day I will be rewarded with the love of "my own" child...Might not be from my gene pool or blood, however from my heart it will be. Now onto something most dont know about me...I have a cousin who I havent seen in about 3 years...It breaks my heart to know this cousin, who is not  my cousin by blood but by marriage, yet I welcomed with open arms and love just as much as my other blood cousins has hurt his family. I was there when his first 2 boys were there...I basked in their joy...When lil boy 2 were born and I heard  lil boys mama say...we so wanted a girl...Can you check to make sure its really a boy? It broke my heart, Here was this perfect lil boy a gift from God and all she thought about was she wanted a daughter...I held that lil precious babe in my arms and as i teared up even now...I said "Dont you worry lil man, I love you and I will always love you, no matter what." I swear I think he smiled!(gas prob) But My heart changed so magically...I knew then I could love a child that was not from my blood, from my womb and give it sooo much love no matter if it was a girl or boy. I know all parents would like a certain sex at time, However I feel it is what God decides you need...My cousin now has 4 awesome boys...Havent seen them since their 3rd son was about 3 months old...Their new son was born in late june or july...I learned this from words of mouths not from my cousin or his wife...My awesome aunt weeps for her "first" Son, it doesnt matter to her that she didnt birth this boy, he IS her Son...I cant imagine how this has hurt his father, my uncle...My uncle never really shows sadness...Im haring this because I wanted you to see...blood doesnt matter PEOPLE...its the love that grows in your heart...You dont have to feel life grow in you...to know this is your child. Look at the awesome lady with lots of treasures!!!! She really has a quilt of many colors...I also am thinking there's at least 1 more treasure for her out in this world.Maybe through her kids, kids or them adopting another child. My family i feel is a alot like hers...we are close (my family) and when you lose a family member it hurts so bad...I actually Mourn for my cousin...and his wife and their 4 awesome boys...I wish he could read this and know...no matter what "people" have said or done, you are told to forgive. I wish He would realize that  by doing what hes doing...hes hurt so many people that loves him, yet still love him even though he has hurt US....

Please pray for my Aunt, Uncle, my cousin's family and even my cousins 2 siblings who never get to see him due to someone saying he cant...Please pray for my family as we keep moving on but missing our love one...

Plz pray for this year to be an awesoe year, and maybe a year of mending fences and reconnecting as a family of whole!

Love u all!

Megen Joy and Matilda Mae!

my car, Sapphire

my lil friends who came to the awesome bday party..Jax and Maddie

 

Ok A lil over a month...

Ive just wanted to have awesome junk to tell yall thats been happening in my life...(and Matildas)...

So on June 22 I went to round rock texas for my friends bach. party...It was awesome yet a very busy crazy weekend...went back home and worked another 4 days till I once again came to Round Rock to enjoy my Vacation...during that time My friend Got married I met a few more awesome peeps and I had the 4rth! I head Home tomorrow to see my family and my sweet matilda! here are the pix of my whirlwind vacation (:

the crazy girls..aka some of my friends

my Friends youngest son...hes a cutie!

4rth of july with my friend and her 2 angels...

VBS!

before we head out to celebrate a future wedding

the wedding cake!

4rth of July

all my friends kids!

yes more fun at the splash pad!

cousins having fun

sun was in my eye at the wedding

dressed for the 4rth..awful pix but man was it HOT!

one of my friends Son...those eyes are awesome!

para gliders? they were at the 4rth

friends!

the bride and bridesmaids dressing!

his mom and I went to school together...He was in my VBS class!

the brides daughter!

So it has been lots of fun, very entertaining..but all Good things must come to an end...not to mention..More Good things before the summer ends! MY 35th BDAY!

Now as I end this blog....I lost an awesome friend..

susie and dan...They met later in life but were soul mates...Forever she will be missed!

her favorite animal..and this is sooo susie..leaving earth with a smile on her face..as she creates joyful havoc in heaven!

Lots of love and hugs!


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Been a while....

Hey summer has started! We had a blast in Port Aransas...minus the boat fishing trip...but in all it was awesome! Today was my first day of vbs...man its gonna be an awesome week! HUgs keep ya updated!

summer 2012 began 6/1/2012

Sackett my cousin turned 24 on June first!

vbs theme

PLANS

SO i have plans

plans are...finish vbs decorations get through 1 week n 3 days left of work...pack...go to port aransas...clean ...laundry...VBS...Summer school ...ROUND ROCK...summer school, ROUND ROCK for 2 weeks about...
summer school and round rock again...swimming and then back to work lol

fun fun fun!!!!

What a week!

Happy last 2 weeks and 3 days of school left! Another praise is that I got esy...it is summer school for special ed kids. However instead of elem. kids Ill have High school kids! Yay what fun!!!

Some of these kids i might have had in pass elem or jr high classes!

matilda wanting her grandma to throw her ball.

I love my mama to rub my belly...oh ya!

off to work I go!

art work we did last sunday!

My church...the Bolin chapel is named after my papa(grandpa)

our butterflies !

appreciation teacher gift kids made me...

 

 

As you can tell Ive had a busy week and Matilda has had a tough week!(she had to get lots of belly rubs and toy time with grandma since I was busy!)